Archive for May, 2012

Things I saw in my life part-6-

I have cited so many things i saw in my life honestly..but is difficult to describe them systematically date by date..as i never maintained my personal diary up to this day..so please do not take at heart my unskilled..style of a Writer..I had never thought that i shall one day be lucky to have courage to write on a blog site of international level.I shall try to count the things i saw..on a redial mode..

That I was deeply moved by failures of love affairs, when a girl loved her boy friend..surrendered her virginity even to that..even then circumstances and things went array..and those resulted in dissent, unpleasant accidents, commitment of suicide, running away from native place..so it was assumed by my mind that ..it was a complex matter to go near a girl and love her..even when she disclosed she loved me.This made me serious thinker, mature man in little age.My family members parents were religious people..they took me in congregation..of our Spritual Master..or Religious Teacher..in the age of 6 years..I learned many things from my spritual training school..for which i am most grateful to my Gem my spritual Guru..in whose feet i learned to sit at a place for hours..with cool, calm..and attention..2. to be obedient to elders3. Read good and religious literature about God

and knowing about God..in detail. why we came in this world..what we have to do to get to see the God with internal eyes.4.To be vegetarian..and desciplined..and hard worker..and get endurance..

and cleaniness..I do not boast that i possess all these qualities in me..but some percentage i have within me..this i feel within me..and I am satisfied with that percentage in me by My Master’s grace.

These petty changes path of my life very easy..The wheel of my life was moving fast..I have good and bad experiences on the way of it,,I turned a changed man..Sometimes I murmur to myself as follows..That what I am..?”I am not a God..I am not a devil..whatever this world thinksof me.. I am a human.” ¬†“I have good habits..I have bad habits..I have millions of dirty thoughts in me..But some cleaniness is surely therein.” I ama predator at some extent..I am a grand person also..whatever this world thinks of me.”.I am a human’

so dear friends I am going to change my role  from next episode..and I shall try to take some thrilling subjects of life..till then please enjoy life..Thank you..

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Things I saw in my life..part5.

I have mostly described things i saw in my life..but counting from my childhood some things i recall which i shall tell you..That most of my relatives kith and kin loved me very much..they liked my simplicity and respect for all.After passing my High school some girls tried to impress me..but i ignored..I saw people living in poverty so i fixed my target in life.I saw many movies, read many novels, struggled and worked hard in my job..I left the job for better prospects..My expenses i kept reasonable..and from savings buyed property for self use..I remained all time vegetarian..I saw many things i described from part 1 to part 4 above in my last blogs.Now i have no aim..i want to pass my life peacefully and select a woman for me..so i describe here..during my quest for a close girl friend i met several girls but no one impressed me..they had shallow love..not deep love..they were selfish, diplomatic..or predators.After certain amount of decency ..they pretended to get ill..or crashed on road..or gave the reference of not their parents but of their grand parents..some said her ex. was coming back to her..I felt that they wanted to enjoy money from their boy friends..some changed their profile names..(How Funny)..now i am well experienced..and do not intend to fall a prey to such girls..Actually i shall presume that such internet friendship between a boy and a girl is play” only.or say a game they play.The most complicated job in a mans life is select a woman for him.During my this quest many boys told me their stories which i shall try to tell you..sooner or latter..but today I am feeling sad..so my dear..i shall see you soon..till then bye..take care.

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